I guess saying your ok with something, doesn’t actually mean you are. You spend years in love, more pining over that lost love, and just a missed engagement tilts everything in the direction of possible closure. A minutes after your on the verge of tears and enclosed in a shell of wanted solitude. Hours later, and your finally able to manage a smile without it being fake, and when your finally at that point that you may be truly over ‘em. It all falls apart. Maybe in time, but not now.

(Source: illestswagsta, via uhhlexiis)